WTF

Meditation?????Ahhhhhhhh! I can’t clear my mind! I’m doing the Oprah 21 day thing (chopracentermeditation.com) I’m more stressed trying to still myself. I’m gonna do the whole 21 days, but I hope this gets easier. I need to incorporate something else too and soon. I think yoga tomorrow. Maybe I’ll make an appointment for acupuncture too. I’m just so restless and angry and sad. I purged last night 😞. I hate to say it, but it made me feel better.