Yesterday I woke up and did my daily ritual of weighing myself. I was 3 pounds heavier than the day before. The kicker is, I practically starved myself the day before. I’m done with this. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t let a number on a scale determine my happiness. So I ate pizza. And today I ate healthy, but I ate. I’m not fat and I’ve never been fat. I feel really good about my body right now. Will this last? Meditation and exercise must be working. Fingers crossed.