Dancing! Dancing! Dancing!

I’ve decided not to weigh myself. I ate like a pig Sunday after my last show and was fine with it. Yesterday,  however, I purged. I haven’t been meditating because I’ve had no time. Back to it tonight. I’m thinking about trying the serotonin diet. Any thoughts? I can’t be addicted to pharmaceuticals forever. I just want to be normal, natural, and healthy. Ugh! I’m trying!