Catching up

Omg so busy, but I love it. I have dance everyday for a big performance coming up. No time for yoga this week but plenty of exercise. I’ve been able to fit in my meditation. It’s been tough though. I’ve had to eat with my fellow dancers almost everyday. It’s so hard and definitely requires a clonapin 😢.  I hate it! Also been purging daily. I’m so nervous I’ll look fat in my costume. I’m striving for that one number on the scale. Once I reach that number I’ll stop. Right?